Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Relationship rebound

When I was younger I remember that after a break up, I would never want to be in a relationship again. Ever! The feeling always faded. Oddly, I haven't really felt that way. Until today. Today, I just want to push everyone away. If no one is close, then no one can hurt me.

How does someone come to trust again? Is there anyway to unload the baggage of previous relationships? I guess over time I will find this out, but I want to know right now.

This guardedness, this concern, makes me worry that I won't let someone in, or I will just rush right through, ignoring warning signs. It will take someone special.

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